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Friday, October 30, 2009
you just ont understand the position i'm in , and yet you just scold me , when you don understand the situation ,. C'mon luh , get the facts right can ? LAME. i know she's good , don nid praise it up to the skies right . so what luh . i mean , argh . i know i'm not goingg , thn do i have to go for that ? when i did'nt do anything . and you did'nt teach any new stuffs . BUt i dont want to miss on any stuffs ,miss any laughter for that day .Of course not laughter with you , would there be any anyw ? maybe a fake one -.- But , coincidence , and thats more impt but seriously i wanted to go && just because of the coincidence, it might fly away -.- your praising to the skies made me think that . it could run out , throw better than me . lesser mistakes ,but what i got is scolding and more and more . do you understand ? those chers ask us to respect , you . but do u know hw a respect comes? it comes when you respect the other party do you agree ? well , weather you agree or no it dies'nt matter anyway -.- but , in the first place , how do i respect you when you don even respect me ? i respected you , OK ? but , yet you accused me . i did'nt even spoke or said a word abt that thing and you said i said it . & said i ALWAYS GIVE you alot of PROBEMS , since when ? list out all the problems luh . i still remed , 'you never take ur water bottle , i ran all the way to the gate just to pass it to you . lame shit. what problems did i give you ? what ? Marvelous , you scolded me like SHIT & you wan me to think positive , WOW , marvelous , i'm not a human if i cn do that . saying what i got no (+) , firstly , i cnt guard . but i tried , and i took interceptions where ppl from our team drop the ball i took it. fine wadever , and i cnt shoot to gain (+) , did'nt i help in attack ? well , whatever . && i cheer my team on , you said you cnt hear , we was'nt on the same side , && do i have to say so loud that you , so faraway can hear ? and think of cheer , tot of , something my pri sch use . cnt . thn wad for think ? it like , my heart melted you know , i jus feel like crying . saying one whole lot of disheartening things and end up telling us we did a great job . COOL -.- lame shit. how to man ? when all of the negative things pointed at me ? ask us have confidence those words just make us , not having e confidence. saying that i cnt be a leader , whatever . somme ppl don want to listen what can i do ? whatever. \ i'm just saying my feelings and theres no wrong , b'cos its not illegal and i have the right to say what i want . b'cos its the truth . -.- and its ........ you just dont understand ! i think its enough , i shall stop. |
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